proof of what i was working on...

  the above video is about an Indian (from India) holy man who claims to have not eaten or had a drink of anything in 70 years.

  not to sound like a boastful precocious child, but i can honestly say i know how he does it. i was practicing breathing techniques which enabled me to be able to experience some of the same elated highs as the man in the video probably feels. i wonder what happened to lead him to end up in the hospital, but since India probably has free health insurance, he probably isnt too concerned with his stay there.

  in america we have the "dont pay your hospital bills and end up with bad credit, which is null if you already have bad credit" health insurance. it's the one i use for all of my hospital needs. i had made an appointment with a medi-cal recruiter, but i guess she was too busy to call me back. i'm going to try her again on monday, because i would really like to be on it. maybe then it'll be easier for me to get respect in hospitals.

  more on the healer...it was said that "most importantly" he had not passed any urine or feces. easily accomplished when you realize how the body works. you can hold excreting for quite some time if you stay calm and your body will eventually completely process every thing you had to eat or drink. remember, it is said that urine is full of vitamins, thus if you learn to hold your urine you are only further nutrifying your body. sure, it sounds like hogwash comnig from someone without a ph.D, but believe me when i say i have lived this experience first-hand. i've disappeared for days on end and survived without food or water. hell, i even slept inside of my car with the windows up during a blazing hot day and made it feel cool inside, like i was in the snow. how could i manage to be able to do all of these things? with learning to control my breath and channeling the energy around me.

  it all starts with socrates and einstein, and then you fill in the rest. or you can ask the healer in the video and see if he makes sense to you. believe me when i say that, as humans, we are capable of so many magical and mystical things, if we are willing to believe...

edwin